I love literature, though it seems I rarely have the motivation or patience to read anything. Music, on the other hand, requires no more than a listening ear and a certain level of emotional involvement.

Convenient =)

i have run dry.

it seems you can only give away as much as you get.

and it seems i'm running a huge deficit.

i have been for a long time. every now and then it makes itself felt.

each time with more vehemence than the last...

sort of like bubble wrap. theres always more to break. they keep searching for anything last bit of wholeness do away with.


and melancholy is long exhausted.



i wonder what comes next?


maybe its time to be protectionist.

i kept quiet about it.

for fear of being taken in the wrong light.

but there are lines not to be crossed.

a blurry one no doubt.

be careful please... for your own sake.

shitty week.

Had a medical appt with Dr. Lam for leg length on monday.
Fell sick on tuesday.
Ran a fever through to Thursday morning.
Slept alot.
All this time trying to get myself to finish my long overdue CAS.
Prelim results were lukewarm.

Now friday beckons and it doesnt look very smooth from where I am.

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