two in a post.

One:

The door closed on me today
Stumbled, in disarray
Puzzled, I turned away
Saddened, trying not to cry.

Smiling, I sat down
engaging in conversation
laughing, acting,
but only fleeting.

You were there, you tell me
How can I feel this way?
Maybe to just forget and shun
Will help me get through the day.

~

Two. (was written during a long mrt ride)

There is a picturesque moment
when raindrops streak
the canvas of a windscreen
forming incomprehendable words

My heart knows very well,
the rain
that falls on endless train track,
that falls on my heart.

We were blessed, simply,
with a heart and mind
And yet the heart
is dying, as steel.

The rain rests upon all the earth
forming on windows
streaks of wisdom
that no one can grasp.

Maybe the answer lies right here;
the rain knows very well.

~

Ever encountered the kind of weather where you just wanna hide in your room and think about sad things? Today was one of such days.