I finally understand

I finally understand that not all things will happen in the manner or fashion we expect it to be. Thus we will usually get angry about these things, which is not necessary at all. Why add to the stress and pressure we are already going true?
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I finally understand more meanings to life. What is it worth smiling for, and more importantly what is it worth living for. Its like a maths puzzle, with lots of unanswered questions waiting for you to find the answers yourself. Although this process will give you much more problems in the end, its the joy that we experienced during this time that is worth smiling for. The friends that we make, the things that we learn and the experience we gained...
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I finally understand that perserverance and hardworking is not, will not and should not be the way to success. Practising the violin for up to 10 hours a day might be termed as hardworking, but if there isn't an aim or a target, the things that we achieve after 10 hours will be very little.
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I finally understand the power of the word "sorry", how it can brighten up someone's day, how it can allow things to continue smoothly, and much much more importantly, how it can allow both of us to continue our lost friendship.
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I finally understand the many weak and soft points in myself, especially when it comes to relationships. How a brave person may falter under such circumstances and that big bulging muscles cannot always help a man in achieving his goals.
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I finally understand many more things for myself over the last few weeks, including how writing a diary will help me lose A LOT of steam and is a more effective way than talking to my soft toys. How procrastination will lead to one's downfall and how important issit to pray and believe in God wherever we are... Thanks to my seniors for their wonderful lessons =P I didn't even realise i have matured so much until one of you told me that...
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On a lighter note(or even lighter if its already light), this morning was super fun actually, where i tied my tie 12 times before getting in the correct length on my 13th try, woot. Dont know what happen to me liao. and the it was full of music critiques for chapel. My basic opinion for the band performance was that they are too soft only, try opening the curtains. Probable because they are too soft so i cant hear that they are not playing together, but nvm. Not bad overall. Then it was PE for 1hr20mins where i was on an owning spree scoring super lot of goals and recess and the CIP.. nice day indeed =)