HAVEN the musical

This is the 3rd time i writing this thing le, the Computer keep shuuting itself down, siao already. But i think 4 years is a nice age, so maybe should think of getting a new one.
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HAVEN was sort of average today. Not the fun kind of rehearsel i would have expected, but nvm, we still learn quite a lot of stuff about it, especially Jazz. Zab why you leave so early, leaving me feeling confused for the entire rehearsel. I have no idea what's she talking about when she's explaining the difference of a triplet dotted-crotchet followed by a quaver, and a dotted quaver followed by a semi-quaver. Lost ah, I am still trying to figure out myself. I dont think her expectations are high, just that I'm not that good enough to play and lead the section at the same time. LOL. The way she sang the tune for our part is like the way i do it, putting in all kinds of syllabus(Ame and Oli should know what I am talking about)...although her's definitely more in tune than mine =) Carl and Rayner two siao guys sitting behind me, kept making Fraser laugh until he could not count properly and always come in early. Hope that when the full band comes in next Friday, it wont sound that messy, cus its sort of like falling apart today. Practise hard guys, and girls, although all of us may not have enough time. Hopefully we wont get mixed up with classical and Jazz after all the HAVEN rehearsel. Can imagine us playing m5 and b5 with the swinging or cha-cha style, and funky accents in unexpected places. 12.40 to 6pm timeslot is the worst i can expect on a Friday. Don't see a point in having rehearsel for 40 mins and then breaking for lunch...
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I am and will keep on smiling for the good things that i have been blessed with. Although family and school problems i'm facing now may not be the best option/combination of all, but i will continue to pray hard and trust in him, and finding my way out of this darkness eventually. So, Ame, thanks for your care and concern, this is still managabale (i think so, at least im not the kind where i have reached a stage of plucking out all my hair). This is for you: =P
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Exams are over for the year 5's, time to play and relax. Or maybe not play lar, will be VERY busy for the next few weeks or so until after HAVEN. Hope i will be able to catch up with all my work after these perfomances. Already missing prefect dinner on 28th July because of rehearsel. Arghhh, last year in the prefectorial board le, quite sad, but no choice, i still put chamber in front of anything else. Fell- in- love with my violin(I'm gonna name it soon, hehe), take it up everynow and then to look at it, or play with it. Its a much better way of relaxing - better than sleeping. Everytime when we wake up we feel as if we have wasted the past X hours rather than learning new stuff on the violin, although sleeping is equally important also.
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We cant always get the things we want in life, but when good things appear out of nowhere, we tend to take it for granted. Treasure whatever we have, and never let it slip out of your hands.