lost and confused...

Have you ever got lost in your own pool of thoughts, thinking that what you have just saw or felt might not be true and real at all? I just did this morning. Sigh. Time might be a good healing tool, and everything will just fall into place with the advancement of time, but it may be equally betraying too. Whatever that is within our grasp, we should just treasure it, dont wait until we lose it, hen start to regret. The world is a deceiving place, never trust anyone, not even yourself, what you see and what you think. If you think that there is destiny, think of another way to change this destiny. You might feel that you are still young, perhaps 16 or 17 and that there is another 3/4 of your life left, think again. No matter how courages you are, one might still fail at times, especially when meeting with the most fragile thing of our life. How do we know that we even exist in this world, and that the people around us are actually people and not some other things. Why did the word mis-communication appear in our dictionary?
The more i think, the more confuse i became, and what makes me sad is actually the end of everything. Trust in the way of the lord, for he has a purpose in everyone of us.
Thanks for reading this random post, my fingers still hurt... =(