Happy birthday wilford

Im just glad that you were alright.
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I dont see why human beings want to make the word "trust" so complicated by adding betrayal and backstabbing to it. I chose not to believe it, and for every incident that happened, I chose not to go deeper. Somehow i realised im too easily deceived by the things that are going around me. Is there really a need to go through the process of testing before coming to a conclusion that you can be trusted?

Well i chose not to, and im not willing to accept the fact that you actually did this to me. Maybe im wrong, and this is the only time i wish that im at fault. Really...

Yet i must agree "secrets" are very hard to keep, and theres always a hundred and one million reasons to reveal it compared to the few that keeps the mouth tightly sealed. Can the word friendship overpowers the hundred and one million reason, i certainly think so.

No wonder they say the world is a complicated place to live in. Having very close friends is a nice thing to have, especially when I need them. Having a lot of friends too. But the inability to tell which one is really nice to you from those that want to take advantage of you by being nice to you is disastrous. At least i still have the number to fall back on, rather than crumbling down.

So with that said, perhaps a dog is a man's best friend, as they dont leak secrets out. As for me, i can always depend on my diary =P

(please note that its a he that im referring to above)
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I can finally run again, so there shall be morning and evening jogs with my brother round the campus. Yay, yet i still cannot play soccer, not the kind where you push yourself in every game. I dont think im fit for that.

I cant believe someone actually said im deprived.. haha, but im happy with it. Not like some travel freak who flies around the globe like some migratory bird ( dont kill me for saying this).
Its time i show you the power of CHINA!! Look at them in Doha games, and you will realise how pathetic the rest of us are. Wee, lets support the chinese!
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Anyway happy birthday wilford, 13 years old leh. Must be more "Man", but dont think about relationship.. haha, i know you have, dont deny.. Very soon you will understand a lot of things in life, you are young and have not experienced the true power of the force ( o.o star wars).
Just have fun, its once in a lifetime having a 13th birthday =P

And learn how to use sentences in msn, rather than word by word and pressing enter so many times. thats your birthday goal