where do i begin?

Where do i even start? I didn't know exactly where it began, and before i knew it it zoomed past me. But when the shock, sadness, and the emotions have faded, I find that I am glad.

Because i have joy. The right decision has been made after all.

But its still an uphill climb; the end has ushered in a new beginning. It is an uphill climb to battle with my unneccessary fear to love, my lack of trust in God, with age, and with time. With temptation, pressure and expectation all around me, the hill is turning into a mountain.

The good news is, it doesn't make any difference, because i know He holds my hand.

One thing left to do now: wait.