It's incredibly hard to compose music. Most of the time i attempt something and then it doesnt work or it doesnt turn out the way i wanted or i dont know how to write down what i hear in my head or i write it down and realise it isnt original and that sucks.

bleh maybe it really is a special gift only a select few have.

Anyway, prelims next week! how exciting.

I can't listen to music and study at the same time because I get too emotionally involved in it and lose focus on what i'm studying. ARGH well unless its bach cello suites or something and i turn the volume really low (which is stupid cos WHATS THE POINT OF LISTENING TO MUSIC WHEN YOU CANT HEAR THE NUANCES AND STUFF).

yeah so for me studying is a pretty silent affair.