i hate the fact that i'm so bloody lazy.
i hate the fact that i cant control my emotions.
i hate the fact that i lie alot.
i hate the fact that i'm proud of the wrong things.
i hate the fact that i'm so indifferent.
i hate the fact that i love the world more than i love God.
i hate the fact that i can be so selfish.
i hate the fact that i can be so incredibly disrespectful to my parents.
i hate the fact that i can do horrible things and not feel guilty anymore.
i hate the fact that there are so many things wrong with me at once and i cant seem change them.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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Psalm 6
LORD, do not rebuke me in your anger
or discipline me in your wrath.
Be merciful to me, LORD, for I am faint;
O LORD, heal me, for my bones are in agony.
My soul is in anguish.
How long, O LORD, how long?
Turn, O LORD, and deliver me;
save me because of your unfailing love.
No one remembers you when he is dead.
Who praises you from the grave?
I am worn out from groaning;
all night long I flood my bed with weeping
and drench my couch with tears.
My eyes grow weak with sorrow;
they fail because of all my foes.
Away from me, all you who do evil,
for the LORD has heard my weeping.
The LORD has heard my cry for mercy;
the LORD accepts my prayer.
All my enemies will be ashamed and dismayed;
they will turn back in sudden disgrace.

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Deliver me Lord.

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It is in my weakness that you are strong.